whee swot vac is finally here. means exams r in a wk's time. yay. i'm so so 'enthu' abt it.sigh. don't know what's with me also these days getting worked up with small small things, disappointed cuz of obv reasons n last of all getting the heck care attitude towards some stuff..

WHAT'S WRONG with me anyway. got more to say but nvm shan't for now do no gd to anyone at all. i wanna and need to study but somehow tat motivation is draining and comes when it shouldn't WTF. i'm pissed with myself la dammit.

"MUST STUDY" i think i need to chant it to myself every time i wake up n b4 i sleep sia.. cannot cannot this is not happening to me now motivation must come back~ i need u desperately. gee.. okay tat's much better after saying it out phew~

just awhile ago was talking to dear dear before he had to go out for dinner.. i miss him so much but yet.. oh bother nvm i think is i thinking too much liaos. *pop whatever idea tat's there* gambarumasu tat's all i must think abt!! rawr. i needa snap outta tat tot of mine>.< i'm much more fortunate than others n i needa keep tat opportunity before it flies. no opportunity comes knocking twice, nothing will appear to u the second time once it's gone. conclusion?? do what u must to not live regretting it what u didn't do. boy y am i getting so philosophical today><

kk.. time to nail myself to the chair n get some work done. minna gambatte for what's gonna come!~
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