rawr.. back to post just a short one before starting my hw tat is like s huge mountain now.. not tat i'm not clearing 'em but it's neva-ending zz.

it felt so long since i last saw the stars hanging in the sky ever since i moved over to my new place.. it's like something important missing from the day.. looking at the stars up high somehow give me confort abt being here away frm all others frm sg n it's missing.. secretly inside i think i probably was really wissing upon the start hoping tat my wishes would be granted.

today was the sept batch's graduation day n it was suppose to b at a hotel but responses wasn't tat gd so it was held in sch common area.. n today we ended sch at 5 instead cuz of graduation.. boy i swear i'm so envious of the sept batch ppl. BUT my turn will come in no time *self psycho* righto. anw there'll b maths test tml n 2 assignments due soon n also seminar slide thinking of rushing it out by tml or max fri since there's so much to do.. must as well get over it fast

oh yeah.. the topic for tat english seminar tat my grp's doing is women liberation rights.. researching on it makes us feel really lucky cuz we're not muslims/ born in those muslim countries cuz women there is so so pitiful.. anything they do wrong might just cause 'em their lives. >< honour killing n discriminations.. i'm glad sg's not like 'em if not i'll probably die afew times liao LOL.

hm.. tat's abt it ba gotta shower n then start work n hopefully able to chat with dear dear for awhile..miss him so much. yest didn't manage to talk cuz he was too tired, day b4 i was bz what's for today? =X i hope nothing.. really. take cares ppl update again soon
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had a class gathering at sashi's who is also a singaporean n she had chicken rice for us!=) thanks girl~ (tho she won't b reading tis) hahas.

in the morning went over to DFO direct factory outlet or something.. ya n there's just so many shops there! it's like expo but shops inside.. hahs n all the branded stuff r there~ like billabong, quiksilver n other shops all at discounted price n it was still on sales!! >< go there can go mad.. but i restrained frm buying too many things cuz i need to mind my budget if not spend like siao. n my dad only transfer $$ when i need so yah. don't wanna let him have too big a burden sending $$ over cuz the exchange rate now is CRAZY. 1.34 or arnd there now when last time was 1.27+ gee.. why aussie dollar must come into power now when i'm here?!?!?! RAWR.

bought a billabong wallet n also a ring for dear dear but i'm afraid it's kinda big. >< n yet again the wallet colour.. white. it's just nice n cannot resist not buying it.. ahaha. after that our homestay mama took us to the city then we had to bring the colombia guy tat is staying at my homestay's apartment upstairs to the city to get the bus consession n stuff b4 heading to sashi's.. so we only got there at approx 3 n yeah ate.. haha

n once again there was alcohol. n jen got drunk or tipsy again!!>< i know she was sad n kept calling out for jason(her bf in sg) and i was kinda sad too cuz i missed dear dear too much n wanted to drink also =x but have to look after jen so i neva got the chance to drink alot.. had lemonade there n absolute vodka(peach) so i mixed the 2 n it was nice.. so nice until it was passed arnd n i barely drank 1/4 of it. BOOS.. then we played truth/dare n it was just so funny..LOL.

after we came back chatted with dear dear n stuff n my classmate said after we left they( the girls) spoke bad abt jen.. i can guess what was it roughly abt.. cannot drink still drink so much blah blah blah. but in my opinion i found jen quite brave tho.. to drink n heck care what others thought abt her. letting the emotions run free. i doubt i'll ever b able to do tat. my brain's to dominant n think of consequences b4 acting on it. so ya. don't worry dear dear~ tat's abt it..

today have to start serious studying n mug for assignments n test coming up. i feel too inferior to the rest of the class le la.. die~ GAMBATTE~! n i need psycho myself abt not hating/disliking physic. MAN.. I LOVE PHYSICS!*copyright frm my amaths teacher* lol~
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finally able to blog again.. felt so long.

one wk has passed and it was quite a long one. had 2 tests maths & chem.. n the rests was out over the wkend OMG. the teachers so efficient >< n i'm upset with the chem marks.. both the practical n unit test result was out n it was only a 77% overall percentage which is equivalent to a gpa 6(highest is 7) may not seem tat big a diff to many but to me getting the scholarship makes a hell lot of diff n also it seemed i got the lowest comparing to my other classmates>< gotta work hard~~~ GAMBATTE to myself. =X

anyways my dad was here for the wkend!!! u don't know how happy was i to see my dad at here, going to the hotel we stayed at after sch n knock on the hotel door. it's like someone so close to u is here with u in a foreign country to visit n tat feeling was just great! and celebrating father's day with him yest.. heh.. didn't manage to get a present for him but spent quality time n made tea for breakfast LOL. i need find his prez for him!! tis time with his bday gift included.. hahas.

today had biology practical first was microscopy work n we didn't even use the 100x magnification! no oil emersion.. hahs then was the froggy disection! still i don't dare to touch the frog!!>< all cold n squishy u know eeks!! by the disection was okay pretty straining for the eyes but jen n i did a gd job!! =D mr froggy still die quite a honourably ba=X tml another day of prac n after tat physics prac.. oh well should b quite a gd wk i hope.. i'm still disappointed in my chem results!!! n also the rest in fact.

enough of sch work. i'm missing dear dear terribly.. n also my all of my frens in s'pore. looking at all the past post i had and pics in lappy n also my phone just brings back memories. sometimes looking at 'em can tear>< listen to songs especially with significances to both me n dear dear n also the lyrics with great meanings just brings the emotions up frm some where far behind my sub-consciousness.. n on the outside i guess i don't show much of it n mask it up with a big great smile hope i can cont with this n survive thru the 5 mths remaining or so.. just need to find a plc i can vent it out i guess? well.. guess so.

hahas.. ppl after reading this pls don't worry so much i'm okay n ya. just needed to get it off me.. but i think i may not b able to blog so frequent either cuz my new homestay wireless tat was just set up by my dad is not v stable i think. keeps dc-ing.. crappy.. so tat's abt it.. tatas.. mayb tml when i finish prac i can come n post the pic of my disected frog? erm.. then again not later u guys see le don't dare eat n puke then i'll feel so bad.. lol. byebyes
Blogged @ 5:19 PM
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back to blog!! k mayb just a quick one cuz 1. i don't have pics yet argh. 2. tonnes of hw n stuff to be done today so it'll just b a short one ba.. >.<"

friday, 8th
after sch went to sunnybank with jen we took a bus there n surprisingly we didn't get lost! ahaha~ which was gd ^^ was suppose to have lunch first then shop end up we walked about explore the place till 3+ b4 we decided to settle down at a korean stall to have lunch! ate some curry with katsu rice bowl which so reminded me of jap instead of korean food.. =X but was quite nice~ or mayb cuz i haven had such a 'asian' food for quite a while LOL. sat there chit chat a bit then cont walking arnd.. went home abt 5+ but the bus came late so i missed the last bus home n er.. had to call my homestay pick me up frm mt ommaney.. sigh~ i seriously DISLIKE the transport sys here!! just not right when u're in a hurry ARGH!~

i miss dear dear~ n it was our anni tat day!! nya~ love ya sweetie!!

saturday,9th
had a class bbq outing n wow.. first thing miss the bus liao n the next was like an hr later. SO~ had to walk to the mt ommaney to get the bus n tat took me 1/2hr to walk! gee.. anw~ got there n met the rest but was late la obviously.. felt bad to make 'em wait for me n the wind was strong heh...>< but they understood cuz i had to walk to get the bus! lol~

get the stuff to bbq n headed of to the fren's hse haha~ it was more like a heat up session cuz they bought cook whole chicken n marinated kebabs n stuff n was cooking it on the bbq hahas!! but was gd la=) n here came the prob~ they bought red n white wine too so some of us drank abit just to keep warm( like me) n some just drank too much n got drunk OMG~ then had to carry the 2 drunk ones to my fren's apartment n oh boy tat was really funny n scare la. n it was the first time i encountered such thing n heng i know the add of one of my fren's n so they could send 'em back home~ n thankfully they didn't get into trouble with their homestay cuz they're over 18 le..

went home after the chaos but there wasn't bus into my hse area so~ bet u guessed it.. walked home again. hurhur.. gd exercise eh.. close to an hr of walk a day.. LOLS

sunday, 10th
was suppose to meet to go over my fren's hse for some stuff n lunch! she wanted to cook for us XD chinese food~ at last! but sadly we didn't go cuz jen was still kinda having a headache n i was abit reluctant to walk out 1/2hr to the bus again.. but still i did just to get some stuff frm the shopping mall.. therefore walked an hr again.>.<|| guess can say i sorta got use to walking eh.. hahahas

1 more wk to go before i'll b moving over to clayfield.. feeling sad to move outta here just when i'm getting used to it ya.. def will miss my homestay's cooking n also 'em!! they're really nice~ oh yea n i bought a lil angel thingy for 'em as a small gift to show my appreciation for the hospitality~

well then tat's abt it for now n today's queen's bday! so i get a day of hols LOL~ but it'll be burnt up working on hw n assignments since last wk was hectic prac, didn't do much of the other 2 sciences>.<

tatas ppl~ hopefully can update with pics the next onen^^ jya ne~
Blogged @ 9:22 AM
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back to update.. for yest and today had practical session at UQ. was quite a nice feeling getting back in the lab and work on experiments again just like in the past tho diff environment. slept in a lil today n missed the bus by 2mins at 7.15 n had to wait till 7.37 for the next! was so worried i won't make it in time to sch to catch the bus tat's bringing us to UQ.. so walked as fast as i could n reached sch in 8mins or so record breaking lo considering central station's pretty far frm sch n all the slopes GEE..

had titration today n it was so diff=.=|| cuz instead of having the indicator there, we had to use the meter tat tells pH n plot a graph based on the readings then determine end pt n also equivalent pt.. was totally irritating >< it was the 2nd prac in the day n we had to give 2 graphs a weak n a strong acid graph. so had to chiong thru drawing a graph in the last few mins of the prac b4 they chased us outta the lab cuz time was up. so kinda had the 'responsibility' to draw it asap *felt like graph machine la..* plot all the pts then draw, do calculations of pKa n Ka using values on the graph>.> thank god it was quite accurate n got gd marks for tat report phew.

then there was a metal ions test on 5 diff chemicals n boy was it confusing.. anyway it went pretty well heh.
tml.. back to IES for normal lesson lol. can't wait for bio labs!! but i dread phys lab SHISH.. electricity, lenses or another i can't rmb but yeah i like labworks=)

i miss dear dear so so so so so much>.T all the songs on ipod just reminds me of the moments we had n aw.. such memories i wanna see u dearie! ><

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!(in adv) love you <3

right k then shall go n study n gambatte~ u guys had hard time with CTs n now it's time to enjoy!~ =) tatas
Blogged @ 7:37 PM
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Kiss ~ Kaerimichi No Love Song by Tegomass

On the way home from the park, just the two of us
Watching you being more happy than usual, I asked:
"What would you do if the world disappears tomorrow?"
You didn't say anything and just held my arm tighter Ne
Ne Look this way to me
Our lips are so close my heart wouldn't stop thumping

No matter how you act, no matter when it is, I'll always keep ahold of you
If you're hurt and tears fall,
Even if everyone around the world turn into enemies, I'll always protect you
I LOVE YOU I don't need any words
Your kiss is my last, forever

Our usual separating place, there's nothing I could do, I know
You blow up your cheeks, let go of our hands, and leave Ne
Ne Look this way to me
Our lips get closer together, my heart wouldn't stop thumping

Even if it's someone like me, I can get stronger if you're with me
Love is a strange magic, I'm not afraid of anything
Even if everyone around the world turn into enemies, I'll never let you go
STAND BY ME It can't be just anyone
I want you to stay by me

Ah~ with your innocent face you say:
"Ne, Are you still going to kiss me when I turn into a grandma?"
Ne When that time comes, it's the same for me
I will never let go of your hand

No matter how you act, no matter when it is, I'll always keep ahold of you
If you're hurt and tears fall,
Even if everyone around the world turn into enemies, I'll always protect you
I LOVE YOU I don't need any words
Your kiss is my last, forever
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waha.. finally got the time to blog=X tml's chem lab at UQ!! woohoo~ can't wait so excited hahas~

hm~ this wk has been quite relaxing compared to the previous wk cuz there was only maths n english for the rest of the days tat we didn't have chem labs tat's tml n thurs heh..

but u guys must be wondering what did i do on my bday right? lol.. nothing much actually was suppose to watch pirates with afew other girls BUT all dunno how come last min can't make it or wad n ended up only me n jennifer so the 2 of us and her fren tat's frm NP on attachment went shopping hahas~ n i bought my winter jacket. it was quite fun going out with them n they were felicia's exclassmate!!! eto the SGL felicia lol~ so yeah the world is SMALL~

hm.. what else oh yeah~ i'll be moving out of my current homestay to jen's tat will be nearer to sch an also more convenient as compared to now. but i'll really miss the Lavery family~~ they are such nice ppl ^^ n my dad will b coming over to help me move to the now homestay in mid of june!! approx 2 wks frm now can't wait~ i miss him lots!!!!!

alrights i think tat's abt it for now so i'll b off to read my pre-lab stuff for tml update soon

miss dear dear...~
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