whee swot vac is finally here. means exams r in a wk's time. yay. i'm so so 'enthu' abt it.sigh. don't know what's with me also these days getting worked up with small small things, disappointed cuz of obv reasons n last of all getting the heck care attitude towards some stuff..

WHAT'S WRONG with me anyway. got more to say but nvm shan't for now do no gd to anyone at all. i wanna and need to study but somehow tat motivation is draining and comes when it shouldn't WTF. i'm pissed with myself la dammit.

"MUST STUDY" i think i need to chant it to myself every time i wake up n b4 i sleep sia.. cannot cannot this is not happening to me now motivation must come back~ i need u desperately. gee.. okay tat's much better after saying it out phew~

just awhile ago was talking to dear dear before he had to go out for dinner.. i miss him so much but yet.. oh bother nvm i think is i thinking too much liaos. *pop whatever idea tat's there* gambarumasu tat's all i must think abt!! rawr. i needa snap outta tat tot of mine>.< i'm much more fortunate than others n i needa keep tat opportunity before it flies. no opportunity comes knocking twice, nothing will appear to u the second time once it's gone. conclusion?? do what u must to not live regretting it what u didn't do. boy y am i getting so philosophical today><

kk.. time to nail myself to the chair n get some work done. minna gambatte for what's gonna come!~
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heh.. just a nice pic of a rainbow i saw today morning~ so happy cuz it was a full rainbow! frm 1 end to another.. tho my phone cam not as gd to take the whole thing but yeah just wanna share it here ^^ cuz sg the rainbow is like parts of it shown only.. n it was a gd start/omen!=)

today had bio test which was pretty alright hope i will do well then can pull the gpa back to a 7.. hai~~ the rest of the subs so disappointing. anw, next wk's swot vac then self study.. physics ah physics.. i freaking need to get the hang of it!! rawrs. n the essays n plans so many to do all like deadlines drawing near>< i need time~ more time~ k k enough of tat.

just a while ago my homema left for the airport to go sydney visit her son who's bday is tml!~ n so we will b having the hse to ourselves for tml LOL. pretty nice i think. n i tried to cook up lunch for tml. chicken rice. can say it's like instant chicken rice lo.. cuz i used powder chicken stock add water then add rice to cook in the..... MICROWAVE gee cuz tat's the only rice cooker we got here. b4 tat don't ask me how my homema cooks the rice OMG.>< then the chicken is bought cooked de. n we added those canned corn to the lunch~ so tada~ my lunch for tml.. ahaha.. cannot believe my weird/creative thinking of chicken rice worked n it's pretty nice la..


essays, homework assignments, plan for essays all due this wk!!~dareka tasukete~ haha myself only i guess>.< must jia you~ shall try to get over the english essay draft first.. 1k words waiting for me write abt nuclear technology. n also physics assignment. tho steve extended dateline but i dunno how to do!! so must try all the question hopefully by tonight then tml can ask questions.. so shall chop chop get cracking. wish me luck ppl tatas
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back to blog for the past few days.. gee my shoulders' are quite sore now cuz of basketball. DARNS.. must be thinking y right.. cuz of maths proj is on a freaking basketball related thingy tat we were forced to take due to the limited no of maths topic n we missed the class to choose cuz of english seminar. T-T

worst of all i think yet was really a bad day cuz i spilt water over lappy yest T-T i was so afraid it'll no work anymore after tat cuz it kinda short circuited n stuff. n it was a warm FULL cup of water all over the keyboard.=( still i'm finding it miraculous tat i can use it after that and much less blog abt it on lappy! >.< disasterous ain't it.. oh wells.

i think i'm really getting v v dense now slow in sensing so many things. don't ask me wat but yeah i'm feeling tat way alright. sigh WHY!?! too laidback n taking things for granted huh.. really can go n bang my head on the wall n get my usual self back.. man. n i need my motivation to b stronger than ever to make my results go up!!!!! rawr.

okay tat's abit it n er i better get going to do my work.. everyone work hard n smart n counting down to swot vac n sem 1 exams..
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wahoo.. back to blog a lil.. had back my bio test n yet again NOT satisfactory for me.. RAWR it's irritating to know tat u know how to do the questions yet make such retarded mistakes tat just cause ur marks to FLY. anw i just don't wan my gpa to drop any further..=( lots of projs seminars in the way for like.. all the subs making it 5. >.< thank god it's only the plans n drafts due tis sem n presentations the next sem.. ONE more wk to bare b4 swot vac means 2 more wks to sem 1 exams.. OH NO>.<

i'm so so not in ready for physics. i know nuts abt it! rawr. oh well i need to die die work on it. assignment due next wk also 1 wk to do. tian ah~ tasukete~~~ eeks. n there's 2 tests next wk chem on mon, bio on tues. wha... tml going to UQ again for this experience science thingy tat will last for the whole day. y did i even choose to go! cuz if not i'll end at 1 plus can attend english to complete the intro para for my discursive essay tat's awaiting me.. nuclear technology nya...

k tat's abt it gotta go shower n get the hell working on the stuff.. bz bz wk ahead n i wanna do well.. man wish me luck esp for phys.><

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whee today cuz of july intake orientation, we get hols~ for the day hehe.. ^^ went to the bank to change my add n also went grocery shopping at chinatown WAHAHA first time really.. FIRST time i go grocery shopping so happy can.. bought instant noodles n guess what~ i saw this frozen food n i just HAD to buy.. XD made in s'pore and i was quite surprise to see it there~ lala..

XD so next time try liao then tell u guys how is it.. hahahas

today nothing much finished revising bio DNA n RNA stuff.. gonna need to do chem n also physics! rawr. i need to work on physics badly... tian ah!~ k tat's abt it n i'm happy hahas.. wondering how did dear dear go for his day i'll know in a while~=)

nothing much exciting de liaos =x so i shall stop! lol. tatas~
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today got home early cuz presentations finished pretty early hahas.. it wasn't all tat bad today XD so decided to just update a bit ba.. LOL.

yest was jen's bday n had a mini surprise for her n she liked it =D had quite a big dinner and also the cakey~ hahas it was an ice cream cake n it was quite plain so i decorated it with chocolate writing n also strawberries ^^ first time writing on a cake with choc squeezed outta the corner of a plastic bag but it was pretty gd for first timer ba.. but still i didn't really like the handwriting LOL. cannot have so high expectation ba.. hahahas so here's a pic of it with long long candles bought by my home-ma ^^ she's really nice too~



glad tat i could make this bday a special one for her!! =) but then again i think back about my bday just a normal day LOL. sad la BUT neh mind cuz i celebrated it 1mth earlier with my family n dear dear.. hahas muacks~

tat's abt it n i'm super hyper now.. over dosage of sweet stuff n just 1 news. ^^ i'm happy~~
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tml seminar.. haven finish the slides RAWR. anw, this few days have been bio, bio more bio plus seminar.. dunno y also quite tired tho.. strange. today's jen, my classmate, housemate and quite gd fren's bday!!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GIRL!! =)

quite a normal day today but the seminar session was fun with all the discussion and stuff^-^ tml our turn hope it'll be really gd!

monday was bio test and we got back the previous test results not too bad but it still made my gpa not ideal for me la.. i wan it to be gd n really this is one of the rarest time i'm so into results results results n also study like 'siao' LOL. cuz probably my mindset changed every since i came over ba~ thanks to my parents and objective in live has neva been so great =x haha dunno what i'm talking but ya.

k gonna talk abt something really quite far still cuz i haven even got thru the first semester exam i'm thinking of what will happen when i finish the entire course. well then~ i might not stay on for the graduation ceremony thingy tat's on the 5th dec and return straight after my papers to sg!~ gd n bad ba.. gd cuz i'll be able to see all my loved ones earlier!! i miss you all so so so much~~ bad cuz i won't b going to sydney tis yr. not tat important la but i sure wanna explore tat place n mayb visit tina=)

tat's just a vague plan for now n i don't wanna say anything for sure la now just comcentrate on all the studies n hard work first. ^^

dear dear ah sorry for being in such a spoiler i know u care alot for me and u're constantly worried abt me but don't let that mind of urs run wild ok??? =) love you as wide as the sky~ hehe.. n gambatte with me for studies yeah~ i really hope ur parents will allow u to come over brissy find me but if cannot don't quarrel with 'em ok? i'm sure they have their reasons for objecting and i'll understand de. no worries~ MUACKS!!

should go on to working on my seminar slides and in the meantime wait for dinner to be ready~ byebyes ppl!
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HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR!!~
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tml another mth anni with dear dear~ happy yet sad. 9 months since me n him got together yet the 2nd mth we can't spend it together.. haix. =( i miss him so so so much till words can't seem to described it already>.<

what a not so exciting wk had pass but i'm glad the timetable kinda got better for the next wk but yet there's no time for our grp seminar preparation. cuz our grp members got take different subs so our breaks r different n tat's BAD~ thinking of skipping 1 or 2 bio lessons just to find some time to work on it but see how it goes ba.. don't wan bio's GPA to be another saddening one.. chem, maths n physics enough for now.. RAWR.

today sat n yet we went back to sch to do seminar hardworking?=X LOL.. but we didn't manage much cuz 1 member wasn't there. n her part was rather crucial la.. so nothing we could do~ then tml i meeting her to do it.. sigh~ what a way to spend the wkend.. i wan watch movie.. man~ dunno if the increase for movie tix price real or not.. i don't wan spend 11AUD watching just one show!! =(

next wk my hsemate, classmate bday got plan a lil surprise for her~ hahas hope she like it! but seriously i'm envious~~ cuz my 18th bday really is not worth mentioning la.. it was just like an ordinary day to sch n stuff.. wha~~ oh wells.. next yr might just b worst >.< i don't wanna think gee.. tat's abt it update next time..

counting down to 9 mths anni with dear dear yet can't celeb.. WHA.. T_T
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back to blog for just a short one yet again.. was off earlier cuz my physics teacher decided to be a kind person n cancel the last 2 periods for today.. THANKS STEVE!!! hectic wk for may express course hols for the rest of the 'sch' and also some teachers. what does this lead to? hell of a wk for may ex. ppl.. cuz the teachers squeeze 10 lessons into 1 wk and omg i'm sure it's BAD. this wk had 2 assignments due on the same day n it was online de.. great things happen when u don't wan it to. wiley(the site name) decided to go on a big maintanence for 2days n so it was the 2 days before the assignment due during the wkends. HELL. i didn't have the hard copy of the textbks n relied on the the online text..

so end up i nearly went crazy trying to figure out stuff for physics thru the sites i searched for n also the ppt slides tat was used for the standard course. still~ it was not much of use >< n worked till near 2 for the previous days.. strangely i'm feeling ok n quite energetic at times mayb cuz adrenaline overload ba.. which is gd cuz i'll need it for today. y? phys assignment due tml n there's chem tutorials (3 of 'em) and also physics test to study for.. boy oh boy i can't wait to get over tml ASAP..

dear dear don't worry so much abt me i'm alright~ n ppl do forget stuff n get pissed over suck insignificant things like the webby when nearing the dead line especially ur dear here~ so heh.. bare with me ya.. n it's u tat let makes me go on with the things i'm doing so don't felt guilty or anything okies?? huggles.. sorry this wk won't have much time to spend talking to ya gomen~~~ love ya lots

righto.. should get going on my stuff, eat dinner n chiong stuff~ wkends faster come... =X shit next wk bio test RAWR~ hols faster come!! LOL.
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